This is a pretty personal post about how I have been feeling lately.
I don’t understand why you would bless me so much this year. For all the wrong things that I have done. Not to mention the lack of attention that I had given you the four years prior to that. You have blessed me with a fantastic church family. Ones Lord, who I feel totally care for us. I mean I truly feel like they are REAL family. Maybe I don’t know them all by name or even their face Lord but I feel their love Lord when we walk in the door of the building. The ones I do know by name always bless me with a smile or a warm hello. Mabye Lord, that may not even by true. Maybe they are just being nice. I don’t know but in any case, I feel Your love their. I feel Your spirit moving Lord. I feel the mission of the people Lord. I feel warm and welcome. I feel not only amd I warm and welcom their but those of this world who are the ‘unwanted’. I feel like we love them Like you would Jesus.
So thank you God for all that you have given me. Thank you for my small group. Thank you mostly for my beautiful friend, Penny. Lord I am still completely unsure as to what you are doing with us but I feel that it is going to be great Lord. Thanks God for the most awesome husband. One who understands me, Loves me, and cares for me in ways that no other man could. Thanks for my children Lord. They have taught me a lot about you in the last 4 years. Thank you for the smiles,the cheers, the joy, the defeats, the tears, and the slepless nights. Thank you for entrusting them to me. Thank you God ultimately for You. For Your death, resurection, and your Love. No One could ever do what you have done for me.
I am blessed. No more explaination but that I am blessed.